That's kind of how I'm feeling these days; feeling a little down because of numerous small things, it's kind of hard to keep the bright side of life in mind for longer periods of time.
So many things to do, and while there is time to do it in, I kind of avoid doing them.
Don't really know why, but for instance if one is postponing cooking something with the spices he bought in Denmark last year and they are getting close to their due date. Postponing for no apparent reason, other than thinking it would take some more time and effort compared to cooking what one had planned to cook otherwise.
I want some thistles.